I've always been a fat and big girl. Even at school, problems with weight began when I was 10, and as a result - insults, and ridicule. I had friends, but I never had boyfriends. It seems that no one could ever be interested in me! Or the same kind of chubby guys, and I didn't like them.
I tried sports and diets, but my ass was getting bigger every year. And I was just shy of my giant boobs! At the age of 23, I tried bbw live webcam for the first time - and it completely changed my life. And most importantly, I was finally able to love my body. It's incredible how many men and women think I'm sexy!
All my life, I thought that no one would ever like me. When my friends at the age of 15-16 dreamed of love and worried that they would forever stay alone, I understood that these were stupid fantasies. But not for me. I weighed 2-3 times more than each of them. Sometime later, they all met guys, they started dating, kissing, and having first sex… But not for me. Who would like to kiss such a huge girl? I couldn't even dream of short dresses and tight blouses. For me, it was just ugly underwear and no beautiful lace.
No one paid any attention to me-that was my life until I was 23. Then I moved away from my parents and started my own life. I worked, but I couldn't earn enough money. One of my colleagues jokingly suggested that I go to a webcam and try to work as a model in the bbw live category.
Then it seemed to me like a joke, but still, I visited one of the sites and sat in shock for about an hour surfing through the pages! There were really big women here! Much bigger than me, their huge jugs didn't fit into the camera screen. Many of them had stretch marks on their skin and cellulite, but... they were texted! They were sent gifts and tips, and men wrote them compliments and begged them to undress completely.
And that's not all! These girls, just like me, wore very nasty and luxurious underwear, they had amazing lace panties, and short robes. They were wearing makeup and looked so happy. I spent the whole night on this site, and the next day I registered as a bbw model.
The first impression online - I want to escape. But, I turned on the camera and set it up so that everyone could see me. I have never tried to caress myself in front of someone else, I have only masturbated in the bathroom alone. I had sex toys, and I decided to start with them.
I stayed in my underwear on the bed, and started stroking myself, imagining that I was all alone. But, gradually, the guests began to come into my room. They were just watching, but then a flow of messages started pouring in! Men and women wrote to me, encouraging me and offering to take off at least a bra. They wanted to see my boobs, which should be “appetizing and tender”. Someone sent me the first tip! They thought that I was teasing them and waiting for more tips.
And I decided - I slowly took off my bra, smiling directly at the camera. Of course, it's easier this way, because I didn't see them, but they saw me. Everything was blurry, and my hands reached out to one of my vibrators. I no longer saw what they wrote to me, I was just over the moon with happiness - I received so many compliments from guests as I had never received in my life. Perhaps I should have saved my first online orgasm for a private chat, but I was so excited by the process that I couldn't resist.
During these few hours on the webcam sex and online adult entertainment site, I earned more than in a week at my job.
It turns out that chubby girls are very popular! Many people like us and BBWs arouse sexual desire in men. Think about it if you don't like your reflection in the mirror or the extra pounds. And who said that a beautiful woman should be skinny? Small tits are beautiful, but big curvy girls' boobs on bbwcams.cam are super sexy! And these are not my words, but words of my guests.
Since then, I have found where to buy very beautiful oversized sexy outfits for my online performances. The bbw web cams category is really popular, and every day I get such a positive impression from a job that my perception of my body has changed. Yes, many people like me, and men are willing to pay to look at my body. I excite them, I give them pleasure. And yes, I am beautiful, now I know for sure.